tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-805417756711150060.post4797975538711668074..comments2023-04-02T00:41:28.450-07:00Comments on Colin's Corner: Fault LinesUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-805417756711150060.post-48344569108711411592015-09-17T05:47:30.601-07:002015-09-17T05:47:30.601-07:00Good to hear from you again. I go through phases ...Good to hear from you again. I go through phases where I obsess about "Why?" and sometimes it subsides for a few days. We're almost 3 1/2 years out from Mason's death. It's not any easier than the day he died. I've just gotten better about hiding my emotions.<br /><br />I feel what you are saying Steven. Take care of yourself.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07873232389130524766noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-805417756711150060.post-74500197895684825042015-07-18T18:21:03.118-07:002015-07-18T18:21:03.118-07:00I know what you mean - there are times, although n...I know what you mean - there are times, although not as often, that I still ask "What if?" What if we had gone with radiation....what if we didn't do the surgery...what if they had made the surgery longer....what if we had gone to NYC....what if.....stupid f-ing cancer hadn't entered my life and stolen my child from me?? <br />in some way I have an "answer" to as why he died....STUPID cancer....doesn't make it easy though....my heart breaks for all of us that have lost a child, but more so for those who lost their children and have no answers as to why it happened.<br /><br />Nancy<br />Mom to Angel Alexander - forever 21 months Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com