Below is a quote that probably best sums up what every day living is like after you died. Daddy is not going to expand on in since it would just be repetitive, so I am just going to leave you with the knowledge that most of the "collapses" these days make Daddy smile thinking of you. Daddy stills cries...a lot, but more often than not, the tears end with a smile.
"It's so curious: one can resist tears and 'behave' very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer...and everything collapses."
I love you very much!