Honesty and truth are two sides of the same coin. You can not have one without the other, but you are always forced to choose. Most choose the truth because it is what they want to hear. Honesty is far more difficult to take and undersand, so that just gets ignored. One day, Daddy will explain, but for now, just know that the truth is that Daddy looks for a reason to keep going every single day, and the honesty is that he does not have to look far...Ava and Mommy keep him going. When that subtlety is understood then maybe Daddy can find something akin to peace.
I love you!