Tomorrow is May the 2nd. It is amazing to Daddy that you have been gone for 14 months already and that so little has changed for your Dad. The pain, the questioning, the total sense of loss...none of it has subsided. Daddy thought things would feel different somehow, but they just do not. Who knows, maybe one day it will all make sense, or feel better, or just feel manageable, but for now it is just a whole lot more of the same...and the same sucks. Daddy just wishes you were still here toddling around and making us laugh and smile as much as your Big Sister does. We all miss you.