Thinking

Colin,

The one thing that just never seems to go away is the thinking. I could be working, playing with Ava, talking to Mommy or anyone else, just about doing anything, and the thinking never stops. I think about how you would look now, how much hair you would have, what would you weigh, would you eat the same things as your sister, and a million other things that I wanted to know and experience with you. While the thinking is sometimes overwhelming, since I have yet to find the off switch for the brain, it is a constant reminder of you...and that is a good thing. I hope the day never comes that I find that off switch and that the thinking goes away.

I love you,
Daddy