Daddy's brain is extremely tired are wired at the same time. Every night, and most days, there are more flasbacks and nightmares. During the past several weeks, they have been unrelenting, thus the tired part. The wired part comes from doing everything possible, good and bad, to drown out those negative things that hurt your Dad's brain. The bad drownings have to come to an end because they do nothing positive for anyone, so Daddy is going to try with all his might to find better ways to cope with everything. Hopefully, doing more positive things will generate more positive results on all fronts...especially quieting the brain so that the nightmares and flashbacks go back to at least manageable levels.
I love you!