Daddy has been home with Big Sister Ava for two days as she has had an upset belly. Finally, her belly has started to feel better, but she is like velcro on Daddy's aarm, leg, head, back, you get the point. It is still wonderful to know that Daddy has some magical powers that only a four year old can appreciate. It is also wonderful to know that, through everything, your Daddy is still a good one in at least one set of eyes...really, the only eyes that matter. Daddy knows that you and I did not get off to the best of starts...Daddy was in a bad place then, but we were just hitting our stride when your eyes were closed forever, and it sucks to never know if you would appreciate the magical powers Daddy saves for such special occasions. Hopefully you understand that given the chance, Daddy would have worked every bit magic he had to make sure those moments were there for us. Unfortunately, even Daddy has limited powers and can only let you know that he loves you and constantly wishes for a second chance to with you.
I love and miss you very much!